curahan hujan..

gosh! i just realized that i have this blog since a long time ago, and havent wrote anything for ages!
hey there!

oh well, lots of thing is going on since in the beginning of 2008 til now.
started from my education until my love life.
and now we're in the end of year 2008.

okay! here we go!
i got my really heart broken since the end of 2007 til beginning 2008. and i got to fixed it with some help from my other love and friends (of course). everything went so well. except i dreamed about my heart breaker for couple of times. seriously! how could i erase him that quick?? doesnt work like that! am telling my self, just let it go. and let it go. and let it go.
but seems what my mind says is totally different with what my heart says!
and last nite i just dream about him, AGAIN!! u know what is weird!?!? he's getting married, and sometimes he just came to my dream! gosh! i dont want it happen!
luckily, i got someone here (even though he's too far to reached) to help and always next to me whenever i need him (hope he always be the same 4ever). maybe i can call him "my hero" :D. He put me up when am drowning to death! he knows me better than others, even though at first i dont really fall into him. basically, he's a good man. :)
i rarely say good things to him, as a matter of fact dont want to make him feel so overconfidence :P.
i upset him for a few times, but seems we cant really mad to each other.
i ruined his plans, but it's ok for him.
he's a loyal guy, even though many girls like him!
good on you!
but now, i kind of hoping for a chance.
a chance that can make us together again.
i dont ask for more. thats all i need.

tengkyu monyed.. :)